40% of the way through and I'm deciding to review and move to do not finish. I should have known from the synopsis this wasn't for me. But I was willing to give it a chance. There is nothing in the last 60% that could redeem it. Between the f-slur bomb, not well done romance, characters getting sexually aroused from a singular non-sexual chat message, and both characters being romantically in love with the idea of death enough so that talking about it let's them get "tingly" when the talk is just... *Pukes*. The girl getting "tingles" while telling the guy about her sisters death and then the descriptions of background characters "slurping" each other was enough to end this misery.