This book could be triggering to some readers, so please take great care before reading. With that said, this is one of the most visceral depictions of PTSD and anxiety that I have read in a long time. When authors get it right, they really get it right. While PTSD and anxiety along with all mental illness is a spectrum and is subjective there are commonalities that all of us who suffer can relate to.

Eden Finley leans heavily on her own experiences with anxiety and it shows in the raw, maddening, and heartbreaking depiction of Anders' struggles. Unspoken Vow not only touches on the fear, self-depreciation, and helplessness of PTSD and anxiety but also the isolation, loneliness, guilt, and embarrassment it causes. At it's core though, Unspoken Vow is the story of hope, of growing self-awareness, and the willingness to trust love while fighting a mind that believes you deserve nothing.

Anders and Brody's story is a love story at it's core as well. One that isn't typical or easy. It is also full of hot and awkward sexy times, that sizzle and frustrate. Finley leans into her own experiences to depict a love that is patient and kind while showing how mental illness weaves its way into and takes root in every facet of a person's life. Ander's internal monologue is heartbreaking as is that of Brody's who wants nothing more that to love Anders and show him what being loved wholly feel like.

Finely masterfully shows all angles of Anders struggling, but she also shows how his struggles affect those that love him and how aware of that Anders truly is. His guilt for what he has put his brother through is almost palpable but shows the full impact and wide net mental illness has.

Well written technically, this book stands on the beautiful and touching story telling as its foundation. If you like a messy love story, look no further.