honestly i got it from the public library in like october or smth idk and it just... didnt really hook me from the start. the author sounds amazing and her writing is decent especially for a first novel but idk... i dont have much time to read and this book just didnt give me that "omg i need to clear some time to read at least a chapter" type of feeling. simply didnt captivate me, thats all. i should probably return it soon.