I usually love books with a Groundhog's Day-esque feeling where the MC gets to relive their life somehow and try again. I thought the premise of THE LOVE I COULD HAVE HAD was neat, with the FMC disappearing from one life and reappearing in a different life. I would have been happy following that storyline and seeing if she was stuck there or ended up back in the OG storyline. But I was not too fond of the fact that it flipped back to chapters in the OG storyline like she was a missing person. It lessened the effect of her learning from the new storyline, and, tbh, I didn't like it. I ended up DNFing at about 30% because it wasn't an enjoyable read. 

Thanks, Joffe Books and Netgalley, for the arc!

Content warnings so far: child death