This book started out very promising but deflated like a balloon. I abandoned it halfway through because the story doesn't seem to progress. The only thing Raphael has said in 160+ pages is how pretty Jae is and that he is straight and he doesn't understand that he is attracted to this man, an attraction that seems only physical by the way. And let's not skip the part where he is promised to marry a woman in a few months and he is cheating on her with Jae. 
As a side note, I'm an ARMY and Jae is very obviously based on Jimin and there's a reason why I don't read fanfics about BTS, it makes me super uncomfortable imagining them having sex, it's like I'm reading sexual scenes about my brother ew