loved the book to bits, it was a mindfuck of emotion and heartbreak and horny that i didn’t expect

i honestly started this book for the smut, and it did not dissspoint IN THE SLIGHTEST, perfect amount of smut, so well written and a 4/5 on my ‘spice scale’

i hated christina as a character which is why i loved her so much. she was so relatable with her personality, her unhealthy coping mechanisms and i just loved how she was portrayed in the book

only reason i didn’t give this book a 5/5 as i felt the ending was too rushed and i wouldve loved we had more time to see patrick’s character development from his pov. i also wish we couldve seen more of the consequences of what happens with eveyone finding out - otherwise i TOTALLY loved it

i wanted to add this on at the end but something i really wish we’d seen in the book was

more of christina’s drug problem, i think it’s such an important part of why she is who she is and it just kind of got brushed over