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A review by tokrnis
Lie with Me by Philippe Besson
5.0
Besson often draws inspiration from real-life people, such as Arthur Rimbaud, Marcel Proust, and James Dean for his novels. However, in "Lie With Me," he crafted a narrative based on his own coming-of-age love story.
Set in 1980s France, the novel follows Philipp’'s journey from his teenage self to his adult persona as a successful author. The story revolves around the clandestine relationship between two teenage boys, Philippe and Thomas, who navigate the challenges of falling in love in a small, conservative town. Philippe, the son of the school’s principal, is studious and already the subject of rumors about his sexuality. On the other hand, Thomas, the farmer’s eldest son, is popular but reserved, and nobody suspects his attraction to boys. Despite having never spoken before, Philippe has admired Thomas from a distance. Their story begins when Thomas subtly approaches Philippe and suggests meeting at a diner away from the school for lunch.
This initiation sparks a secret relationship marked by homoeroticism, love, romance, adoration, and affection. Despite the depth of their feelings, their interactions remain hidden, as they avoid acknowledging each other in public. Thomas, burdened by the expectation to take over his father’s farm, understands that Philippe will eventually leave their small town. Philippe is destined for greater things, and Thomas knows that. He reconciles with the inevitable parting that will follow the end of high school. Although their unspoken emotions run deep, both acknowledge the trajectory that awaits them. After all, some people are simply meant to be left behind.
The novel delves into the enduring impact of first loves, exploring the raw emotions, intensity, and longing that shape our lives. Besson skillfully captures the essence of these feelings, illustrating how a profound connection can influence every fiber of one’s being. The narrative examines the pain of separation, portraying it as an unparalleled emotional experience that transcends the ordinary bounds of heartbreak.
Lines from Lie With Me that ruined the trajectory of my life:
“In the end, love was only possible because he saw me not as who I was, but as the person I would become.”
“Always we desire too much or not enough and we compensate accordingly.”
“He adds this phrase, which for me is unforgettable: Because you will leave and we will stay. (...) He tells me something I did not know: that I will leave.”
“It was love, of course.”
Guys, Lie With Me gave me so much whiplash, I don’t think I could ever forget about if even if I tried