THIS BOOK. THIS BOOK! Holy crap I want to experience this book for the first time again. This entire book was a snapshot of how love is reflected in a time of uncertainty. Watching B question everything about herself and choosing Jamie but then Jamie not choosing her and vice versa over a 12 year period is insanely powerful and emotional. There are so many things that I had to stop and ask myself throughout this book and so many lines where I started crying. Please at some point in your life pick up this book and read it for the first time like I wish I could again because there are no words to describe how I felt after reading it except that I want to read it one thousand times over.