Ok. Yeah. No. 
What the hell. 
I was willing to trudge through the beginning since I know when starting a book it can be tedious, but Jesus Christ. From the reviews I read and the content I just took into my brain, this book is trying too hard. 
The main character is in her late 30s/early 40s but the way she is written is trying to hard to connect to younger generations, like gen z. 
Maybe I’ll try again when I’m older, but as of right now, I hated every last minute of the 38 pages I just read.