i'd say this book consists of some part of denials, depressions, bargaining, finding freedom, and at the last moment to give in all of yours, your "humane" sense and the rest of belongings, to live up your rightest way and choice of surviving to the fullest might. and one last might. let alone his beautiful and magnificent style of describing what emotion comes in and out, what kind of scenery i should think of as. A beautiful yet 'soulless' character i'd rather mourn for instead of mine. "To sense the emotionless" itself considered as an art that has successfully left me in awe (deep breath).