ok so idk how to explain it but it felt so big?! like the storytelling was vast, it moved a lot but the pace was perfect. i LOVE a dual pov and it was queer as fuck so you know, cherry on top. i related so much to claire's need to put everyone else first, to take care of everyone but not herself, but i also related to how delilah felt towards everybody else, her unwillingness to let herself be loved, her mommy and daddy issues, the walls she built to avoid being hurt again. overall, chef's kiss. so devastated that astrid's book will only be released in november!!!