I'm torn on how to rate this because I really, really liked it for a while there. But the 30% or so just didn't make any sense to me. It reminded me of "I'm Thinking of Ending Things." The writing really pulled me in and there were times that I was genuinely unsettled and had to pause for the night, and I really liked the way the author wrote about grief. But I just can't rate it any higher when I don't understand the end.