ok i cried!!!!! loved sav so much, truly everything about her narration. this is a book that knows exactly what it wants to share: where it zooms in and focuses, where it gestures vaguely, where it leaves you behind. simply everything about sav and izzie's relationship killed me. i was happy for her. i believed she was happy for me too. or that she would be one day. because i think the promises that we made to each other were never really about weddings or forevers. they were about a commitment to each other. a commitment to each other's joy. i think we both believed that joy could not exist without us being together, but we're old enough now to know otherwise. DEVASTATING!