i reread this every once in a while and it always hits me the same emotionally. shinee are my ult group and i truly believe that jonghyun is a genius, not just when it comes to music but when it comes to any form of art at all. this is beautiful, i read it in both korean and the unofficial english translation by sigani_jina that you can read for free on ao3 ^_^ the book is honestly difficult to translate but the ao3 shawol did an amazing job ♡