I'm sitting here, thinking of all the things I want to say about this but I'm struggling to put all of my emotions into words.

This was perfect, epic, awesome. Absolutely nothing like I was expecting, but somehow it was everything I needed. wowwowwow

I wasn't sure how I was going to feel about this book for about the first 10%. It was so much different from anything I've read before. It was refreshing. Klune doesn't side step anything. From relationships, to fights, to heartache and life - there is so much depth in his writing. I felt everything.

I am truly speechless at how much I loved this. It's two of my favorite genres in one - fantasy and m/m romance. It was long - not just in length but in the time frame of the story, the growth of the characters, the development of this world. This is less of a book, and more of a journey. I fell in love every part of this and goddamn it I'm mad for not reading this sooner.

I am rambling
and gushing
but, Thisbook.Thisbook.Thisbook

I cried, and yelled, and laughed and laughed and laughed. I didn't want this to end. I don't want this to end. I never want to leave this world. A world where everything is green.