When my therapist first asked me to write down my thoughts, both good and bad, I wanted to pull my hair out—I couldn’t bear to see them on paper. It made everything too real, and it was physically exhausting. The idea of documenting my fears and other negative emotions felt terrifying, as if doing so would mean my thoughts were out there for all to see, even just in my head. It made me feel like I was spiralling into madness, afraid of being judged or locked away for thinking the way I did. So, major props to Baek Sehee for recording her conversations with her psychiatrist and then reliving them to write this book. I don’t think I would have the courage.

This book especially explores dark thoughts and intense emotional battles. Her raw and intimate writing makes it a powerful read. Sehee shares things that many of us, myself included, would be scared to say out loud. It’s commendable how she opens up these conversations (and her inner thoughts) with such honesty and vulnerability.

If you haven’t read I Want to D!e but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki, I recommend starting there before picking up the sequel. It gives you a window into Sehee’s mind that’s essential for understanding her journey. Moreover, this book isn't just a sequel, it's a deeper dive into the complexities of the human mind.

And as always, Anton Hur does a fantastic job translating the book. I had to take breaks while reading certain parts, which says a lot about how powerful his translation is!